Eating disorders! A topic that I haven't addressed much here on my blog but that definitely deserve a place as it plays a big role in my past history!
My life used to be VERY different.. As in EXTREMELY different.. Which might still be the understatement of infinity.. I was like any other 'normal' teenager.. Drank too much, partied every weekend and didn't care about what I ate (remember that it's legal to drink when you're 18 in Denmark, which means we all start at 15). A 'healthy' lifestyle was really the last thing on my mind.
Crystals are like mother earth's gifts to us. I consider them to be one of the cheat codes in life. I always make the analogy that life is like a big fancy video game. You have you're character that you're playing as, but your HIGHER SELF is actually controlling this character through the screen. Is this getting too matrixy already?
To me, this is a VERY important topic. What is the difference between Self-love and being selfish? Setting boundaries, putting your needs before others!? It’s something that I find to be very misunderstood. In my experience, it has almost become a norm that you put everyone else before you and that you neglect your own needs and feelings to make other people happy and comfortable. But then what happens?
A place where all you can do is sit and stare into a white wall for hours and do nothing but stare and cry, that is if you manage to get out of bed in the first place! Where you feel like nothing matters and you might as well just jump off a bridge. Where trying to deciding weather to shower or not is enough to through you off and keeps you in bed for the rest of the day. Where everything seems so hopeless that you wonder why you’re even still alive. Where you’re nightmares become so bad that you don’t want to sleep because of the horrible images you see when you close your eyes. Yes, i’ve been there..